Going out from the prison of Anxiety

I was on tenterhooks for every seconds in my life before MARA showing up the result of MARA scholarship. I was afraid if I didn't get the scholarship, then I will end up in UM. Thanks God I got the scholarship and Kolej Mara Banting will be my upcoming school doing International Baccalaureate. I'm promised I will do my best in KMB by getting 45 points and performing well in all the assignment and exams. What's more, I'm also hope to be a good moslem by performing all the obligation as a moslems. Hurm, I also wanna make more friends by being friendly and flexible all the time. Live my life with circumspection. Hurm, saving money is also my big plan. I'll spend the money on the road towards knowledge.

Esprit de corps...yup that is all about
to improve the relationship with everyone towards a great solid unity. My sole aim is personal anggrandizement, a preparation towards an ageless success in the future. I have long coveted to be an outstanding person in this life and hereafter. Feeling awestruck, the islamic empire lingered in my mind i.e. khulafa Ar-rasyidin, the Umaiyah, the Abbasiyah and the Ottoman. Basking in the warm afterglow of their success. In history recorded that the all people in the society live a life of affluence but the leaders remained humble or literally zuhud in their life. Yeap it's the stuff of the great leaders that in blessing of Allah S.W.T. Sadly to stay, the leaders on this age even the moslem, most of them deceived by the pleasures of the world. I affirm that this the reason why Islam nowadays is getting weaker and weaker. Moslem in Iraq, Afghanistan and Palestin have suffered terribly humiliated by the kuffar without any human's right protection. Things ain't what they used to be. Where're other islamic country....
But the mujahidin there surely not lead for an aimless life just like many of other moslems nowadays who live in a great peaceful circumstances that full of luxuries. Every second, they'll remember the almighty god, Allah S.W.T caused they've been hemmed in by rockets and bombs shining in the sky like drops of rain in the sun's light. The raid took away everyone dear to their heart destroying the childs' dream in a blink of an eye

Touch wood!
Today is Friday 6th May 2011, the JPA PILN result have been postponed to 9th May.
"Don't ever poke your nose into other people bussiness" It's a phrase for a concerned person. You've hit the noise!
Yes, I don't have to be so nosy .......story continues !!

The complete volta-face person started to chum up with anyone within him especially his family and friends. He doesn't wanna churn up inside others' feelings. Circa a week, the intense circumstances backed to normal. All the (used to be) clever Dick had aired their grievances. He had grasped the nettle! Yeap it is unevitable that all people have the emotion that kept controlling their mind set and attitudes. It's the stuff where a tolerant thingy played their role in the field of life. The news did not spread but just end up in the clandestine history based on the synergy trust between themselves. 'Eliminate all the topsy-turvy in the house' was his first step. He would not rest on his laurels. The next steps has to be thoroughly planned so everything will go smoothly without any obstruction.

He was numb with terror. On his face, his sparkling eyes started to spew the tears drop by drop. A sheer nugatory nonsense ideas steamed out in his mind. A tormenting disappointment clearly seen in his gloomy and sobering faces. He was completely nonplussed by all the voice of his siblings that chivvying him to clarify all their curiosity. All of his chums are not exception, they suddenly turned into Nosey Parker. All the voracious persons seemed eager to hear about the chagrined result but he kept putting their nose out of joint. For him, such behaviour was beneath contempt. This was the most difficult viva voce that I had ever experienced. He wandered around wondering how can he toss this off? "I will be swamped by silence. I become quiet. With all the answers in my mind my mouth refuses to speak and my tongue finds peace in quietness". But, is this what we called a great finesse? Feeling full of vim, He proceeded all the upcoming seconds with great circumspection. Well, he have to grin and bear it without any doubt. Accordingly, all the audible noise suddenly flew away and the hissing sound of wind getting obviously heard. He didn't know who is the real villain of the piece. Out of blue, a virago got steamed up and shouted a load of rubbish with sheer visceral rage and fury. She kept bursting out a stream of vitriol, vilifying the certainty about justice of faith. She planned to torpedo the government by virulent and vitriolic criticisms that surely will touch off a big riot. What a touch-and-go sterile effort? Is this an attempt to challenge their virility?
He wanna proceed the battle of his life under his own steam.
He was very keen on the plan to be a doctor at first but he seemed to be running out of steam. He had pinned all his hopes on the career but it seemed the glimmer has turned into a forlorn hope. A hodgepodge of harrowing emotion came bombarding his cerebellum.
Hang In There! 'Resurrection of Zeal and Passion' comes after this!!
Feedback : I couldn't sleep but keep tossing and turning in bed all night admiring the guy's spirit. Many would have given up but he was made of sterner stuff.